
A Blown Career
By Anthony Douglas Gere
You know, just like when I write my theories, in writing personal letters to those
I do, I often write them in my mind, way before I physically put them down on
paper / screen. I methodically do so that way in knowing what I wish to say,
how I wish to say it and the foundation on where I wish for the message inside
of the message to go, in deep needed thought, not just action. As many know,
my writing style is unique, for it is my own and I pattern it only by the forces that
mystically guide me. It is not done on purpose, but done in a way that defines
my reason and purpose for doing so. And also in saying that, I do not read what
I write after writing it, and within my theories seen all over the world, they come
with typos, run-on sentences and more. So if you are a first timer, there it is. If
you not, there it is again. Now why you may wonder I brought that up, easy. I
promised to myself when starting to do this, that if I really needed to commit
myself to this, I had to do it one way and that I would be as real as I could, and
give to you, the reader / viewer, me, in the raw, perfectly flawed. All of what I do
is naturally spontaneously done enough to be accurate and focused just
enough to explain why I am writing or saying what ever it is that I am
attempting to do. You may or may not like what I write, but please know that
when I do write whatever it is, I do so, in an honest sense that comes from a
pure unconditional place of venting and absorbing all that is good and bad. But
there are many things about me that nearly everyone very close to me or have
deeply and intimately interacted with me knows, that does not and will not get
shared voluntarily. Right now, I will offer to you, a little insight on some of my
many secrets, and the things that I do not hide, but definitely, do not display to
the world about my private life. Now I may in some shape or form mention
some of these things it in passing, but I assure you, not to the level where I
explain, why, like I am about to do, right now. First of all, I am attracted to a
certain type of woman, and it is no secret, what that type looks like. I will not
describe her now, because after reading this, you will more than understand
my preference, with your approval or not. Oh, forgive me, I just jumped right
into this theory without explaining why I am writing this, where this is going and
more, so stay with me for a second while I explain to you, where all of this
came from. First of all, it was a chain reaction, because someone called me
this morning asking if I knew who was hiring in this horrific state of the
economy, and someone also asked me, if I enjoy oral sex in an email, or more
plainly like they said it, " Do I like Blow Jobs and if so, call them at this number
they provided?" Well in combining the two to come up with this one theory, I am
giving you the conception of two thoughts into one. First of all, I explained or
asked the person that is seeking employment, are they looking for a job or a
career? They didn’t know what I meant, because they see both of them, as the
same thing like being "Rich" and being "Wealthy", "Living" and "Surviving" and
"Loving", "Being In Love" and "Lust". Well a job to me, is something you do that
pays the bills, and you could care less if you keep it or not, it is a means to a
end that can be interchanged with a minimal effort in applying ones self, to get
where one is wanting to go, not needing to be. A career, is something you are
passionate about, and actually makes you a better person, when performing
your duties within it. So after explaining this, they understood where my mind
frame is, and the question I just asked them. But in explaining all of this to you, I
felt to do so in this forum, I would need to explain what I mean. Now like I said, I
am attracted to a certain type of woman, and if I literally have her or not, is
irrelevant right now, so don’t worry if it is this or that. But let’s say I met or was
talking to a woman that completely did it for me on a cosmetic basis and she
asked me, "What is your type?" She would honestly only ask this question
after feeling within herself, she was my type or close to it, which made her
create the thought or question in knowing, she may be my type based on my
look and view towards her to ask the question she needs to hear me say. I
would simply tell her if she were her, my type, " I am not answering this out of
obligation or because I am attracted to you because you are cute.

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