Anthony Douglas Gere Biography

Theories

Anthony Douglas
Gere


	About the Writer

In my writings I discovered so many things about myself, that there are too many items,
event and issues to really and fully explain in just one place. I have tried and will
attempted to cover topics I may have left out of my first book on this site in what I call
"Theories of Thought, new visions keep coming, in a abstract abundance that will be
displayed for your reading pleasure. What I've done on this site, is expand on the things
I feel and felt before I really realized them, and trying to forecast my tendencies, so that
they are my natural instincts in the future. From my love life to my legal battles, I've
only gotten stronger internally. Mentally rising, falling, only to rise again, has given me
a perspective that is guarded, venerable and also more aware on how insignificant I really
am. It also demonstrates how important my life means to me and those intimately
around me, so I am torn, but manage to sew myself back together time and time again.
I'm different, and nothing has made me realize, how much more so than now. But I've
also come to understand that so are you, we all are, and share the same experiences at
different times, on staggered levels. This realization has brought upon a clarity so to
speak. A deeper appreciation for others, and how I treat those that are directly and
indirectly involved in my life. This site is my thank you to the chances, opportunities and
experiences. This site is a reflection of that face in the mirror, we all see each and
everyday between blinks.

Now being more personal to the public, is an adventure all into its self. How I will be
viewed, judged and criticized, will only rival how we all are in our daily lives. I've found
that in going over my theories, they are or seem to be more passionate, and confesses my
soul and way of new found thinking without thought. For those wondering, I basically
write my theories without planning. Usually, something occurs in my life, my mind or I
simply witness events, that spark an imaginary flame inside of me. I reflect a lot,
without stagnating in the past, and mentally re-do my physical actions of the past, in
elements of my future. I think its called growth, but at times I feel smaller than that.
Knowing that you've hurt, brought upon joy and experienced everything in between
sometimes, is difficult to comprehend when you've done so ignorantly. On the surface, it
may appear one way, while taking you on alternate routes when going behind and
between each statement that may connect to you another. In contrast to, " Half naked,
Not Nearly Dressed", this details emotions, not strategies. There are no formulas of
actions, just many systematic reactions in me trying to find my personal right side up.
This time frame also is more condensed, and my travels both here and abroad, were done
to get away from the place I thought I was going or trying to enter. While even being in
a emotional drought and mentally drained from the routine duties of life, so many tears
flowed in these past couple of years, that I've swam ashore to this island called insane
sanity. Is this book entertaining, I would say so. Thought provoking, it depends on what
you yourself think about. Is it a guide or inspirational, I wouldn't say that. But I would
say that if you can find a connection, it will inspire you to be more inspired by the things
I write and cover. But its not for everyone, and may not be what it is to others. I
seriously and deeply want to thank the thousands of Internet readers that continually
give me topic and opinions, and appreciate the feedback, both positive and negative. Its
pretty easy to think most of these thoughts, but not in reading them, when you're
un-biasly seeing that you're the one that's writing them.

The theories I write on this, is my opinion. Its me owning up to the arrogance,
confidence, fears and lack of knowledge in being naive. Its my definition on what defines
the things I believe in, want to hide from, manipulate and accept as a man flexing his
first amendment. Though there is a lot of finger punching on my keyboard, there is no
finger pointing in my mind. Those I write about, are just as wise and foolish as I am.
The way I made money, spent it, invested it, shared it and understood it, makes me who I
am now, from the actions I did then. What I've become in my opinion, is not an opinion.
I'm not writing or speaking the gospel, but telling a story from the eyes I see out of.
How like many others in this world, I've patterned my life around those that are and
were successful. I've also taken notice to the failures, to educate myself on the
circumstances that surrounded such events. How many want to be like, look and act like
someone else, what can't be seen is the internal glow that shines and radiates the focus,
choices and dedication towards reaching such a place. So if anything in reading this, read
it. If you want to understand it, first understand the things you never understood. If
you already have this knowledge, teach me how to learn better the things I want to teach
myself, to share with others in the world. Don't judge it or me, because I'm not putting
you on trial. Am I a genius, just as much as I am mentally challenged. We can't change
who we naturally are, but we can naturally change who we want to be and become. This
comes with looking into the mirror, and honestly seeing the things we are purposely
being blinded by. Don't place your opinion in a box by saying this is good or bad, just
consume what you want, and exhale what you don't to keep it circulating. These are my
thoughts, my questions and answers I wish to share to those that are selfishly taking out
the time to join me in text.

So in closing, what would you do, if you just found out on the inside, that you were lost
outside of the world? Would you bottle it up and let it marinate, or unleash the cork and
spray it like I'm trying to do? Think of if fame found you, and you were lost in it. If you
thought love was lust, and you're now lusting for love and to be loved? These are my
words, my thoughts and ways of justifying the unjustifiable. I'm nothing but a man,
trying to find my meaning of the definition I have read in the dictionary life has provided
for me. So enjoy if you can, and hear what I'm saying, while I'm listening to the
reflection in the mirror -