Application & Resume Enclosed
By Anthony Douglas Gere
I’ve been on this loyalty, non-judgmental, unification kick now for about a month or
so, and maybe in my writings, I have displayed it. I’m not sure this is because I’m
away from my team, my family and love ones or maybe I am trying to sign up for
another team to participate in. But I have been seriously trying to find this medium
on the outskirts of each extreme, and now fully aware as I look over some of my
writings many have commented on and sent feedback to me via the websites I
write for. I somewhat think it has a lot to do with me wanting to fit in, find my pace
& place and or re-organizing my established dominance in another sector. I am
fully aware that I can come across as arrogant, selfish, a control freak or someone
that only wants to do things his way, but I can tell you in a bias way that I am not
like that at all. I mean after you strip a person of their clothes, the suit of armor that
protects them from the elements of life and break things down to its core, we are
all basically the same. We may look different, have different features and
characteristics, but all in all, we are all made up from the same composites.
Even when you factor in age, race and other variables, none of us had a choice
on how we were brought into this world, and more than likely, wont have that big
of a choice on how we leave it. I have been told that knowledge is the key to
wisdom and opportunity, so as I have enrolled and applied for admission to the
University of Locksmith’s, I am finding that I am constantly being taught by the
professors of life, people. Now I am pretty mature and all grown up, but also
realize that I am still growing in life and in my own writings. Even the people
that screen my writings tell me that sometimes I tend to go overboard a bit,
and expose a little bit too much of myself to the world. They tell me to tone it
down and keep my personal life a mystery, but I can’t do that, because if I did,
it wouldn’t be me, and someone else’s story. For so long, I have fought off so
many internal demons that I have so much I wanna say and free from my soul,
that I think I somehow exorcize them while writing. I mean dam, sometimes
I think I would have an ulcer the size of a basketball sometimes if I didn’t
write, and while placing these words and text out to you and the world in my
opinion, recycles the energy back towards me to put them out again and
again in a unconditional way to learn more about myself. It’s frustrating
sometimes and many things bring upon confusion as you see a piece of the
puzzle I know will fit in its empty place that is screaming for this connection,
and somehow bite my tongue or allow situations to play out knowing the
damage it will bring later on. But I am not God, and I can not instruct the
world or even a person for that matter on what or how to handle a situation,
but maybe, I mean just maybe, God placed me in that position to speak up
and do something, and by not doing so, I may have failed him, the person and
situation and or myself. That’s the frustration in wanting to help and or assist,
and the dilemma in sitting back and watching a potential train wreck that’s
about to happen. But then reverse it, what if I was wrong, what if I thought it was
going to happen and it didn’t, then where will I be and the situation I just
caused not to happen, happen?
By Anthony Douglas Gere
I’ve been on this loyalty, non-judgmental, unification kick now for about a month or
so, and maybe in my writings, I have displayed it. I’m not sure this is because I’m
away from my team, my family and love ones or maybe I am trying to sign up for
another team to participate in. But I have been seriously trying to find this medium
on the outskirts of each extreme, and now fully aware as I look over some of my
writings many have commented on and sent feedback to me via the websites I
write for. I somewhat think it has a lot to do with me wanting to fit in, find my pace
& place and or re-organizing my established dominance in another sector. I am
fully aware that I can come across as arrogant, selfish, a control freak or someone
that only wants to do things his way, but I can tell you in a bias way that I am not
like that at all. I mean after you strip a person of their clothes, the suit of armor that
protects them from the elements of life and break things down to its core, we are
all basically the same. We may look different, have different features and
characteristics, but all in all, we are all made up from the same composites.
Even when you factor in age, race and other variables, none of us had a choice
on how we were brought into this world, and more than likely, wont have that big
of a choice on how we leave it. I have been told that knowledge is the key to
wisdom and opportunity, so as I have enrolled and applied for admission to the
University of Locksmith’s, I am finding that I am constantly being taught by the
professors of life, people. Now I am pretty mature and all grown up, but also
realize that I am still growing in life and in my own writings. Even the people
that screen my writings tell me that sometimes I tend to go overboard a bit,
and expose a little bit too much of myself to the world. They tell me to tone it
down and keep my personal life a mystery, but I can’t do that, because if I did,
it wouldn’t be me, and someone else’s story. For so long, I have fought off so
many internal demons that I have so much I wanna say and free from my soul,
that I think I somehow exorcize them while writing. I mean dam, sometimes
I think I would have an ulcer the size of a basketball sometimes if I didn’t
write, and while placing these words and text out to you and the world in my
opinion, recycles the energy back towards me to put them out again and
again in a unconditional way to learn more about myself. It’s frustrating
sometimes and many things bring upon confusion as you see a piece of the
puzzle I know will fit in its empty place that is screaming for this connection,
and somehow bite my tongue or allow situations to play out knowing the
damage it will bring later on. But I am not God, and I can not instruct the
world or even a person for that matter on what or how to handle a situation,
but maybe, I mean just maybe, God placed me in that position to speak up
and do something, and by not doing so, I may have failed him, the person and
situation and or myself. That’s the frustration in wanting to help and or assist,
and the dilemma in sitting back and watching a potential train wreck that’s
about to happen. But then reverse it, what if I was wrong, what if I thought it was
going to happen and it didn’t, then where will I be and the situation I just
caused not to happen, happen?
Written By: Anthony Douglas Gere
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Artistry Selected By: Main Ad Centre
All Material is protected by law under the
licensing of mcwhorter management
marketing manufacturing 2005
Any unauthorized usage and or its likeness
is prohibited by law.
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