Darkness by Candle Light; Part One Page 2
By ADGere
In the most saturated way, you’re overly soaked to the point that you’re contemplating
wearing a maxi pad when it’s not even that time of the month. So tsunami like, that
you would need a sponge the size of Rhode Island to absorb the juices that are
constantly dripping and flowing like a faucet with a broke handle if you wished to
absorb and savor in its flavor. “Never wanting to want you more”, yeah, the ultimate
definition of togetherness and he is explaining how to find this mystical magical
place in this song I am half way through and into very deeply. Maybe the reason I am
feeling this song so deeply is that I am flashing back to a once magical relationship I
thought I was involved in. I mean obviously me and that person is no longer
together, but at the time, was one of the greatest moments in my life. What
happened is that we grew apart, had different visions and other things that made me
realize that the person I was involved with then, wasn’t the person I wanted or
needed to be with now, forever and beyond. I now envision a relationship like the
one Maxwell is singing about, and define it as a unconditional union. Where the
most miserable parts of the relationship with the one you love, is far and above better
than the best times with someone else that doesn’t mean as much, or you just like.
That’s the key or main reason I think very few couples can answer the million dollar
question on what it takes to be and stay in love, and the millions of people that ask
fewer questions on what that type of love is. In my opinion, we all know the ultimate
destination we will all end up at, either heaven or hell. And you don’t need to have
the same goals, travel the same path, come from the same environment or use the
same formula to get there. But you do need to be able to travel in the journey
together unconditionally, and stay the course when the course may seem to change.
It reminds me of one of my favorite movies, “The Notebook”, and how being there
together through the journey is the foundation to things beyond each others love. I
guess maybe my man singing in my cd player may know what I mean and is singing
about it, but I can’t or should I say prefer not to display my vocal skills, and relish the
opportunity to showcase my emotions, thoughts and feeling in text. You see to me,
writers are a different breed, I am sure of that. You might can’t hear us write or think,
but some how you can hear us silently screaming to be heard in each word. Scratch
that, not only writers, but most creative people that silent speak their minds in artistic
form, are pretty way out there in some of the things they think, say and display. I think
that inside each displayer of artistic expression, ones mind goes on auto-pilot
because the natural or conventional part of thinking inside of their heart, soul and
brain doesn’t know how to drive on the track or highway they want to get on or see. I
mean when you are forcing or attempting to create a forum when you are not feeling
it naturally, it’s hard to come up and keep creating new topics and subjects in your
own unique way. But when you are in the zone and feeling it beyond your own
comprehension, ideas keep popping up in your mind more sporadically than a
Usama Bin Landen tape on CNN, and it doesn’t matter if the sentence runs on like
this one is or contains typo’s. Why you may wonder, because its about the message
or feeling in the message, not just the way the message is universally being heard
or seen to the masses. I think a lot of it has to do with nothing, and everything you
feel when you are writing in this isolated I am surrounded by, when entering this
darkness by candle light.
Now as my candle dims the light in my room, I am driven and steered in this theory
by faith. Yes faith, not hope, but faith or the definition of a positive assumption that
brings upon an unconscious result. You see faith is the very thing we all live and
ultimately will die by if we realize what faith is, in its purest form. That faith that
motivates you to believe in something beyond your control, and control your thoughts
based on that very assumption you rely on each and every moment. The very same
faith that makes you drive through that intersection when the stop light turns from red
to green. The belief that while you are assuming it is okay to drive through it based
on your blind faith of the law that has been instilled in you by some force you trust
and believe in, by faith. That same faith that secures the hope that you will awaken
the next day. The same type of faith I have recently taken for granted, as a pivotal
person in my life here on earth, just left us for the here after.
By ADGere
In the most saturated way, you’re overly soaked to the point that you’re contemplating
wearing a maxi pad when it’s not even that time of the month. So tsunami like, that
you would need a sponge the size of Rhode Island to absorb the juices that are
constantly dripping and flowing like a faucet with a broke handle if you wished to
absorb and savor in its flavor. “Never wanting to want you more”, yeah, the ultimate
definition of togetherness and he is explaining how to find this mystical magical
place in this song I am half way through and into very deeply. Maybe the reason I am
feeling this song so deeply is that I am flashing back to a once magical relationship I
thought I was involved in. I mean obviously me and that person is no longer
together, but at the time, was one of the greatest moments in my life. What
happened is that we grew apart, had different visions and other things that made me
realize that the person I was involved with then, wasn’t the person I wanted or
needed to be with now, forever and beyond. I now envision a relationship like the
one Maxwell is singing about, and define it as a unconditional union. Where the
most miserable parts of the relationship with the one you love, is far and above better
than the best times with someone else that doesn’t mean as much, or you just like.
That’s the key or main reason I think very few couples can answer the million dollar
question on what it takes to be and stay in love, and the millions of people that ask
fewer questions on what that type of love is. In my opinion, we all know the ultimate
destination we will all end up at, either heaven or hell. And you don’t need to have
the same goals, travel the same path, come from the same environment or use the
same formula to get there. But you do need to be able to travel in the journey
together unconditionally, and stay the course when the course may seem to change.
It reminds me of one of my favorite movies, “The Notebook”, and how being there
together through the journey is the foundation to things beyond each others love. I
guess maybe my man singing in my cd player may know what I mean and is singing
about it, but I can’t or should I say prefer not to display my vocal skills, and relish the
opportunity to showcase my emotions, thoughts and feeling in text. You see to me,
writers are a different breed, I am sure of that. You might can’t hear us write or think,
but some how you can hear us silently screaming to be heard in each word. Scratch
that, not only writers, but most creative people that silent speak their minds in artistic
form, are pretty way out there in some of the things they think, say and display. I think
that inside each displayer of artistic expression, ones mind goes on auto-pilot
because the natural or conventional part of thinking inside of their heart, soul and
brain doesn’t know how to drive on the track or highway they want to get on or see. I
mean when you are forcing or attempting to create a forum when you are not feeling
it naturally, it’s hard to come up and keep creating new topics and subjects in your
own unique way. But when you are in the zone and feeling it beyond your own
comprehension, ideas keep popping up in your mind more sporadically than a
Usama Bin Landen tape on CNN, and it doesn’t matter if the sentence runs on like
this one is or contains typo’s. Why you may wonder, because its about the message
or feeling in the message, not just the way the message is universally being heard
or seen to the masses. I think a lot of it has to do with nothing, and everything you
feel when you are writing in this isolated I am surrounded by, when entering this
darkness by candle light.
Now as my candle dims the light in my room, I am driven and steered in this theory
by faith. Yes faith, not hope, but faith or the definition of a positive assumption that
brings upon an unconscious result. You see faith is the very thing we all live and
ultimately will die by if we realize what faith is, in its purest form. That faith that
motivates you to believe in something beyond your control, and control your thoughts
based on that very assumption you rely on each and every moment. The very same
faith that makes you drive through that intersection when the stop light turns from red
to green. The belief that while you are assuming it is okay to drive through it based
on your blind faith of the law that has been instilled in you by some force you trust
and believe in, by faith. That same faith that secures the hope that you will awaken
the next day. The same type of faith I have recently taken for granted, as a pivotal
person in my life here on earth, just left us for the here after.
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