
I Can Afford You, come spend tha night
By Anthony Douglas Gere
What I first would like to say is this, if it is daytime, then I am inviting you to
spend tha night with me. If you have plans, then change them. Also know that I
say that out of pure respect for what you are supposed to be doing or was
going to do, because I don’t want to seem too pushy. So before you go and tell
me to go take a hike or cancel those plans, know your feelings and
arrangements have been deeply thought of, and spend tha night ADGere. But I
am just asking you to join me tonight, as I hope to make your next day, that
much better if you do. Second, if it is already nighty nighttime or even early
evening, then welcome to my world and enjoy the way I am about to treat you.
As you can more than likely tell, I am already in the zone while writing this
theory, because upon reflecting on the many things I have done, witnessed and
viewed from a far, I am going to go way beyond out there today in this theory.
Now the title as you know, is my trademark and signature foundation to the
topics I wish to cover when I write. How sometimes at first when you read
them, the titles that is, not the theories themselves, but the titles, don’t make
much sense when you read them. They might catch your attention or make you
wonder, where in the hell I might be going with this one. But for the most part,
they are riddles I use to write about straight up facts in my mind. Or even
better, how they lead you one way, and have you go another to come back to
where it all started in the beginning. So this personal title is a lot of things, all
rolled up into one powerful theory. Now the title, yeah, its a bold statement, and
yeah, I know it. The title is arrogant, true, confident and humbling all in the
same breath. So understand that as I exhale it out, what you may inhale, may
be a bit different, if you wish to in and exhale with or without me. Now they may
not all be or absorbed by you in that particular order, but they are present in the
foundation I am writing about today, so be warned. Also let me warn you that
while reading this, there are and will be things said, written and labeled in what
I have wrote down for you to absorb, and without a doubt, they can side track
you. They are not done or put there to get or gain your attention or a reaction,
so if you get hung up on one thing, please know that you may miss two or three
other things or the entire reason for the theory being written its self. Recently,
someone very close to me, sent me an email to support my journey, and they
attached this saying that I think, fits this theory and my entire perspective on
life and love, in a nutshell. It states; "God Determines who walks into my life....
it's up to me to decide who I'll let walk away, who I'll let stay, and who I'll refuse
to let go". So as stubborn or pigheaded I may and can be sometimes, this time,
I am selfishly asking you to come spend tha night with me. Now yeah,
obviously, I am going through some personal shit of my own right now, and
regardless how you think it may be, it’s a little more and a little less than what
you are going through. Its not that yours is better or mine worse, its just that
yours are yours and mine is mine, and we are two different people looking the
same shit everyday, and reacting and acting accordingly, based on our own
experience and responsibility to self and all we protect. But right now I am
answering a bunch of emails, deleting old files and going through some old
theories I started and never finished. Why I wrote them, well, started them I
should say, and why I never found time to finish them, is a theory in its self.
There were many that had me thinking now, wow, what was I on when I wrote
that, or, dam, I cant believe I wrote that and didn’t share it! I even went into my
personal diary and reflected a bit, and went over the report card I give myself,
each and every month. Each month, I set goals for myself to keep me self-
motivated, and keep me on the path I am now enjoying traveling on. Like many
that know me personally, things I do sometimes don’t make sense when you
see or interact with me, but just like the titles in my theories, in the end, it all
makes sense and you laugh at me and say, "How did you know?" I don’t think
its weird or strange that I do what I do, but I can see how it doesn’t make sense
when you first see it if you cant see what I can see. Example, I was talking to
my girlfriend the other day about the predator and the prey premise, and how
having each, keeps some sort of balance in a world much larger than us.
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