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I  Did!!!                                                                                                                         Page 1
By Anthony Douglas Gere

One thing I have always wondered is, why do people, not all but the majority of people that
don’t have true faith, always try to find Jesus when they’re going through hell. I also
wonder, why do people seek the devil, when they are in utopia or heaven? I know for one, I
had never really wanted to care about anyone or any one person in the past because I
feared losing them to something much greater than myself. In the past, if I kept things
light, cosmetic and on the surface, I could control my emotions, feelings and more. If I
stayed neutral or numb, their departure wouldn’t hurt as much if they did leave, therefore,
I had prepared myself for the fate I had unconsciencly pre-determined. What’s up ya’ll,
and welcome to this theory I am about to blow the lid off. It’s not overly dramatic, not too
long, too short or what you might expect. But expect the unexpected, and place yourself
inside of it, to see what comes out. You see I’m going through a mental test right now, and
trying to define the un-definable, if that’s a word or meaning. Im trying to make sense of
something I am sure, makes no sense, and you can bet your bottom dollar on it. But let
me tell you this story my mentor told me when I first start working for him, and maybe
you can relate to my state of mind, in this crazy mixed up world that’s spinning inside of
me. Now just to warn you, I might go off on other things for a quick New York minute, but
within a hot California second, will be back on track and rolling like Amtrak. And before
you explore any further, think about this; can something really change? I mean seasons
change, days change, trends change, so why cant people? I mean how many times do
you hear people say, “ Good Luck” or “I wish you well? To me, you can get lucky every
once in a while because luck is about odds and chance. So yeah, you can be lucky
anytime, but you can be smart all of the time if you persevere, focus and trust in
something larger than yourself. And as we could go a bit further than that, think
about this, what if the person that was bad, was actually nice in the beginning and
the change was to being bad and now they are back to good, where they actually
started off but no one seen it. Like always, its not who you are, it’s about who you
were before you discovered who you turned out to be. Enjoy the theory, as I hope
you also do the moment. This should be a good one, so wish me luck.

There once was a man and woman that went out to dinner to celebrate their love for
each other. They had been married and involved for over twenty years, and had
gained a level of trust and respect, many people can only dream about. Throughout
the years they have learned each other’s patterns, seen the peaks and valleys
together, and consummated a bond that many fall to even dream about. These two
were in love, and had distributed this love in ways that set the standard of many
that viewed them. Well as they gazed into each other’s eyes while connecting their
hands from across the candle-lit table at this restaurant this fine evening, they
were exploding words of silence that screamed throughout the room, and filled it
with true love and devotion. It was so obvious this feeling I am trying to define, that
the other patrons around them, felt and picked up on it with the energy they could
not see. Now to illustrate this powerful force, others without understanding why
turned around for seconds to glance at what they knew they didn’t have, but
didn’t know it was even possible to obtain. It was so real that many confused it
with being fake. This was something you couldn’t describe, and only recognized
it when it stood in your face, and beat dramatically in your heart. As they felt the
hunger of food and starvation of what was to come in the later stages of the
evening, they prepared themselves for the first course of the meal to reach them.
As they admired the sparkles in their glasses, they seized the moment and made
a toast to each other. The Waterford crystal shined dimmer than the look in their
eyes as they mumbled in the language of love to each other, “ I will always cherish,
love, honor and obey you unconditionally”. You see these were the same words
they had said to each other many years earlier at their wedding on this exact day,
and they were etched in their minds, as they seen each other again that night, for the
first time. He told her that she could always trust him, and that he would never place
her in a position to compromise this building of love they had built over the years.
She replied in similar fashion, and stated that her obedience to him, their family and
relationship, would never come into question, and that she pledged her eternal soul
to this spirit of this moment, their past and future.
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