I Sometimes Wonder ……
By Anthony Douglas Gere

As I rise this morning and give thanks to the ultimate Power that re-energizes my
soul and kick starts my heart, I relish yet another moment in giving to you my,
Theories Of Thought. As I am still trudging along and reflecting on the days
before this one, I find myself learning more about living, loving it and all it
represents, a bit more each and every day. So today like most other days, I am
once again eager to see what I view today, to hopefully talk about tomorrow in a
forum I feel best suits my dispersal of what I have gathered. I am eager to wake
up as my eyes open to only close all three of them at different times, time and
time again throughout the millions of moments ahead of me. Now presently, I am
in the upright position, with a temporary hunch in my back to reached the
keyboard, to try an accurately attempt to write something kinda special. I am in
this position for one main reason, and that reason is to relay to you this
information as fast as I am thinking about the thoughts I have on my mind right
now. And in my mind while being in this position, I am feeling this force around
me, molding me into this man that is about to display to you his passion for life.
You see I am sitting down with my new dog, Boo-Boo Kitty and listening to some
head bobbing music with two of my favorite vices in arms reach. This is the
position I am most prone to, when I do my most damage when wrecking shop in
my writings and provoking thoughts. That last statement is based on my
experience in writing about the things that move me, and right now I am what
seems to be, more prime for having the present potential to pump out something
kinda potent. I am due (smile). Now in terms of what I am now doing as far as
learning a new craft and doing so as a eager-ass-non-monetary-receiving-intern
for this man that I have grown to love and respect, last night and the image of it
today, makes me a bit more confident on my selection to get paid in more ways
than I can explain to you right now. I validate that claim because for some
reason, this morning created a moment to make me throw back my shoulders,
because I am proud to say to you at this moment that in my humble opinion, " I
am moving in the direction on my new path with a newfound confidence and
focus". An image, or should I say "The Image" came into my mind like never
before last night, well today as I write about it, in meeting these two people that
are soon to be joining forces. The way I see it from an outsider looking in, is that
these people are craving each other like Boo-Boo Kitty bothering the hell out of
you for some passionate and soothing attention if you came to my house and sat
on one of my couches to relax and chill. But last night, I met a classically
stunning looking woman name Tiffany, and her soon-to-be stoic reflection she
will turn to see each and every morning named Jamaal. Now I haven’t explain
who they are yet, but if nothing else, they have made my stay where I am at right
now within myself and how I look at life, great, and I thank them. If I am right or
they are where I wish to be when I am married, and plan on excelling from it
when I get there because of it as an individual and person, it would and will be an
honor, well worth it and the ride of rides to me if I am selected. So humbly I say
hello to you again, and introduce to you my man, her man, Jamaal and his soon to
be sidekick and ultimate love on earth, Tiffany. Hey, why we met only God knows,
but for some reason, we all came together in this place where each of us came
for different reasons, and you and I, are going to do the same in this theory, so
hold on. But the thing that spawned inside of me in the aftermath of meeting
them, was the image of marriage, love, commitment and more things along
those lines. In many ways it had nothing to do with them, but on what they were
representing to me at that, and this time, of my life. You see they just got
engaged a bit earlier in the day and the glow of each of them together, was
overwhelmingly powerful this evening when I seen and met them. You see I
wanted to sit and talk to them. No, that’s wrong, I didn’t wanna talk, I needed to
converse with them universally and find out what is making them do, what they
are about to do and doing? I wanted to unconditionally converse with what they
represent via them, and see if what they are about to do and doing is the same, is
it more or less, different or whatever than the way I feel about what they are
about to do. I needed some small piece of validation to make sure that this is
what I wish to do someday soon. Is it all that it is cracked up to be? Is it what they
imagined before meeting each other. Is it all or more since being together, or
was things less when they were a part? You see they are a cute couple and I am
in no position to judge or label them, but I do have this feeling that they would and
will tell you they are grown if you asked them a premature-private question on
life and love. They are in their mid-twenties and each you could tell, have been
through some wars, with very little visible scars to reveal to the naked eye not
looking close enough to see them. I am wondering did they just meet by chance
and fell in love like you hear or read about in the movies, writings and theories of
thoughts.
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