In Search Of That Stone Page 1
By Anthony Douglas Gere
What do we all ultimately want? I mean seriously, have you ever really took out the time and
re-evaluate your own self evaluation and thought about that analysis? Now I don't mean a
super long book of the things you want before Armageddon, but go pass the bullshit and
beyond the cosmetic generic script we all have been taught to recite, and think, what do we
all really want and why? Now drift a little bit and think of this, what do we need, and at what
point does that want turn into a need, and that need into our own form of reality and so on?
In writing this theory, I've come to some realizations that I always knew was there, but had
nothing to really validate this claim with. At one point I thought something, seen something
else, blindly looked for another thing and was told to unconditionally search for anything not
resembling what I craved & desired. This journey was vague enough to breakdown the
specifics, and encompass the many facets that make up my life. I mean one single thing is
fine, and may bring on some sort of content or happiness. But involving each individual
situation and collectively isolating each approach in a harmonious way would catapult my
travels way beyond the expectations I never knew existed. So now the adventure begins.
But first I must journey within myself. Find the jewel within myself to brilliantly shine in the
darkness and with other stones that entice the soul and make you realize how dull you
really are. The external view or visual affect is not really important though somewhat
significant, as is the internal glow which is more potent and ever so powerful. You see like
in sight, it is the third eye that sees all, not the two that sees what it wants to see. For it is
the true light that leads the way in my journey if I close my two eyes, and then open the
third spectacle. But before that, I must prepare myself, make the proper preparations to
become prepared. One can not simply just start something. One must first engage in
some sort of comfort mentally and physically, to channel their focus and energy towards
what they are getting ready to do. So yes, your steps are being taken before your feet even
leave the ground, and you must attempt to know where they will land, how hard or soft and
in which direction before you take them. And this is not even the beginning, just the true
alpha.
So now you're warm, warmed up and ready or maybe flexible to bend with the flow that is
firmly planted in your mind, yes, your journey has begun. You are now ready to set forth
into a realm of advancement. You don't know where you're going, but you know where
your not, and that alone is worth more as it lessens. Your focus is not there, but your
sights fixed widely. You don't even have an idea, but you do have a thought that
motivates the stimulants that are now coming to a high simmer. You take a deep
breath, but exercise your sigh of relief before you can even think about exhaling.
You're also out of sync. Either your body is reacting faster than your mind, or your mind
racing to catch up to your thoughts that are slowly coming into focus. This is the
crossroads, and you haven't even got there yet physically. Yes physically, because you
first must mentally view the oasis before you walk through the gutter to reach it. You
must be immune to whatever comes your way, but also receptive to all that steer you
in the direction you must travel using your third eye. But now comes the mental, for the
spiritual and emotion state of being, guides the mind to physically connect to what you
must let go of, yourself. Its the force of energy you are seeking, and identifying its level
to balance your retreat, stabilization and attack. You are now in search of that
stone.
You look, seek and find many things that seem like what you want them to be. But
rarely do you find what you need in the expedition while being in that mindset. You
need to be free, and understand the system you first bought into. Everything in your
mind and body is telling you to go left, but it is the discipline of the system that
teaches you to go right if you truly believe in what you have no idea of. You see
what is underneath this stone we are looking for is something special. Something
so simple that it is difficult to decipher from the rest. It has your name on it, but
written in a language you have not learned to read or understand. You can feel its
energy, its rare distribution of gathering your soul, yet you now doubt your place and
its place within your system. You try to define it, but then go further into your journey
when you understand you are now placing your foot down to make footprints when
you lift them. This are going so fast you are now idly going back to what brought you to
this point. You're carnivorously eating the leaves from the tree of life, and lusting after
the love you have never felt. You have given birth to the beast that you to slay out
of necessity. Your there, and need to bring along the other areas you have left behind
to be complete.
By Anthony Douglas Gere
What do we all ultimately want? I mean seriously, have you ever really took out the time and
re-evaluate your own self evaluation and thought about that analysis? Now I don't mean a
super long book of the things you want before Armageddon, but go pass the bullshit and
beyond the cosmetic generic script we all have been taught to recite, and think, what do we
all really want and why? Now drift a little bit and think of this, what do we need, and at what
point does that want turn into a need, and that need into our own form of reality and so on?
In writing this theory, I've come to some realizations that I always knew was there, but had
nothing to really validate this claim with. At one point I thought something, seen something
else, blindly looked for another thing and was told to unconditionally search for anything not
resembling what I craved & desired. This journey was vague enough to breakdown the
specifics, and encompass the many facets that make up my life. I mean one single thing is
fine, and may bring on some sort of content or happiness. But involving each individual
situation and collectively isolating each approach in a harmonious way would catapult my
travels way beyond the expectations I never knew existed. So now the adventure begins.
But first I must journey within myself. Find the jewel within myself to brilliantly shine in the
darkness and with other stones that entice the soul and make you realize how dull you
really are. The external view or visual affect is not really important though somewhat
significant, as is the internal glow which is more potent and ever so powerful. You see like
in sight, it is the third eye that sees all, not the two that sees what it wants to see. For it is
the true light that leads the way in my journey if I close my two eyes, and then open the
third spectacle. But before that, I must prepare myself, make the proper preparations to
become prepared. One can not simply just start something. One must first engage in
some sort of comfort mentally and physically, to channel their focus and energy towards
what they are getting ready to do. So yes, your steps are being taken before your feet even
leave the ground, and you must attempt to know where they will land, how hard or soft and
in which direction before you take them. And this is not even the beginning, just the true
alpha.
So now you're warm, warmed up and ready or maybe flexible to bend with the flow that is
firmly planted in your mind, yes, your journey has begun. You are now ready to set forth
into a realm of advancement. You don't know where you're going, but you know where
your not, and that alone is worth more as it lessens. Your focus is not there, but your
sights fixed widely. You don't even have an idea, but you do have a thought that
motivates the stimulants that are now coming to a high simmer. You take a deep
breath, but exercise your sigh of relief before you can even think about exhaling.
You're also out of sync. Either your body is reacting faster than your mind, or your mind
racing to catch up to your thoughts that are slowly coming into focus. This is the
crossroads, and you haven't even got there yet physically. Yes physically, because you
first must mentally view the oasis before you walk through the gutter to reach it. You
must be immune to whatever comes your way, but also receptive to all that steer you
in the direction you must travel using your third eye. But now comes the mental, for the
spiritual and emotion state of being, guides the mind to physically connect to what you
must let go of, yourself. Its the force of energy you are seeking, and identifying its level
to balance your retreat, stabilization and attack. You are now in search of that
stone.
You look, seek and find many things that seem like what you want them to be. But
rarely do you find what you need in the expedition while being in that mindset. You
need to be free, and understand the system you first bought into. Everything in your
mind and body is telling you to go left, but it is the discipline of the system that
teaches you to go right if you truly believe in what you have no idea of. You see
what is underneath this stone we are looking for is something special. Something
so simple that it is difficult to decipher from the rest. It has your name on it, but
written in a language you have not learned to read or understand. You can feel its
energy, its rare distribution of gathering your soul, yet you now doubt your place and
its place within your system. You try to define it, but then go further into your journey
when you understand you are now placing your foot down to make footprints when
you lift them. This are going so fast you are now idly going back to what brought you to
this point. You're carnivorously eating the leaves from the tree of life, and lusting after
the love you have never felt. You have given birth to the beast that you to slay out
of necessity. Your there, and need to bring along the other areas you have left behind
to be complete.