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It's Been What It's Been
By Anthony Douglas Gere


I don't always include segments of my intimate personal life in my theories, but this one
came from someone I felt delivered this to me in a lesson on life.  I think most of us feel this
way sometime in our life, but I just decided to put in down in text, and share another part
of me that brings together many other thoughts and actions.  This is a letter is sent to woman
that pretty much played me like a fool in love, when she was smart in her lustfulness.  But in
the aftermath of it all, it made me a better man for the woman I'm now involved with, and
validated the karma I now know as a friend.  Some might think its harsh, but in the aftermath,
you will see how I'm grateful for knowing her, and made me not act like she did in both in
business and personal parts of my life.  So enjoy it, and hopefully, you will learn something
too, because not to learn is a way of learning not to succeed in my opinion.  Also know that
being a man and the gentleman I strive to be, I didn't include her name, for no one should
have their reputation solely judged on how they treated me.  Life is bigger than me, and I was
just a lesson for her to learn what not to do to a guy like me.  But like she knows, I do speak
truthfully on this topic because she inspired a lot of my theories, and did make it in my book
like I knew she would.  She made me a better person, even though at the time I couldn't and
didn't see it.  So one way or another, we both taught and learned something. Enjoy and think
what you will.


My Dearest XXX,

How are you, I sincerely hope that all in that has brought you back to the level I operate on,
has delivered you in a better place than when you were without me for this time.  Now as a
favor to me and yourself, please re-read the first three words, and knowing me and of me
that you know is true, understand what I am asking in those three words.  How are you?  
That truly matters to me you see, because these words that you will soon absorb, will
basically tell you how I am, and that matters.  I would like to think and hope that in
knowing me and of me, you have seen or realized a lot of things in your favor.  I would
say that in fully knowing that for whatever reason, you are contacting me for a reason.  
Now knowing me, I more than likely gave you something that stimulated you to operate
on others levels that took you away from me and somewhat torn us apart.  And while
knowing that state of mind first hand, your scales in deciding to connect with me now for
whatever reason, has out weighed your denial of the situation we had.  Many people
deal with self esteem issues, and many things happen beyond the interactions of
another person. Most things we select to do come from our experiences, image of
self and dreams we feel we don't deserve in reality.  Many also feel that the great things
that happen to them are too good to be true, and I somewhat agree with that, haven
gotten to where I'm at now compared to where I was before I got here.  But I've learned
that things like that or the great things that happen to me before and after the moment
might be too good to be true, but the moment they are happening isn't and very
much real.  More than likely we both learned from our past, and at least on your part,
whatever emotion, need or service I provided for you, is not being fulfilled right now,
which is why you have contacted me.  Or either something happened that reminded
you of me, and that spawned such an effort on your part.  Whatever it is, was or why,
I'm glad to be a part of your day and or moment, and know you have now became a
part of mine.

You must on some level understand how hard it is for me write to you today, because
there's a part of me that will always be yours.  At a time in my life, you came in and
made me feel a way I had never felt at that point in my life.  I owe you so much for
bringing things out in me that seemed larger in life, but I'm not in debt with what I
haven't realized anymore, I'm even with the bank that gave me the lessons on
life with what was invested on my part.  You see I am truly unconditional, and accept
whatever memories I have of you.  Things could have been better, as they could
have been worse, but they were what they were.  But for me, they were great
because I learned something from them.  It was almost like going to school, and
being a former A student, what I learned was very valuable and I thank you for
teaching me what you did.  So as you will see when you finish this, I admire and
respect you, not mad or hate you.  Thanks and keep reading.

What I must display to you in this letter, is the person I now am and always was.  Out
of the many people in this world, you took out time to contact me, and we both know
how insulting that is in reality.  We both know I'm not a generic person, and take life
pretty darn serious.  We both also know how I value time, so to me, this letter was a
given and already wrote to you before I wrote it.  Its that feeling deep in your heart and
soul that's telling you these things before you read it, and making this a deja vu moment
as you look into our future.  Now if you are honest with yourself, you will realize that if
things were great for us, there wouldn't be a reason for you to contact me at this point.  
You know I wish the best for you, and wish nothing negative on anyone.  I say all of this
because if you held up your part of our relationship, we would still be involved and there
wouldn't be a reason for this letter.  You also must be honest with yourself in thinking if I
am who I displayed to you, would I help you out now or take the time to interact
with you after sending this to you?  
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