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It's Possible Fool, Don't Be One!
By Anthony Douglas Gere
Okay, after the website posted a theory I dug up the other day, I have gotten
this overwhelming response on the letter I wrote to someone very special to
me, earlier in my life. I think along with my faithful test audience and those that
read me all over the world, this particular theory, really hit home and got a
reaction that went way beyond me and this woman. Why, I am not sure, but
with me being me, I will share with you what many have asked me to do more
often, share more of my true self, and my perfectly flawed views, that result in
my actions from words and experience I have blessed to write about. Also, this
theory is a triple-header, so you will get three things if not more, in one theory.
After finishing this, I got this email from someone sharing with me a chain
email that had these twenty-one things attached to it. I felt they were relevant
to this, so I will bring them up a little bit later because they really hit home with
me. But why this is a triple header, easy, it is a personal letter, a theory of my
thoughts and something that came from someone not knowing I was writing
what I just wrote. And to answer all of your questions in a round about way, the
woman I wrote this to is doing fine. We seen each other after my first letter,
and the results, well, you will read about later when the theory really takes on
things much larger than her and I. So out of respect to all I believe in, I thought, I
would share with you, what many of you asked me. Now understand that we
really didn’t speak any more after this letter I sent to her, and after the first
letter / email was sent, we spoke briefly on the phone. But it really wasn’t a
conversation, because minutes within the conversation with me, I abruptly
hung up in frustration because if ever needed at that time to be heard, that was
one of them. I desperately needed that moment to recharge and get back to
being me and who I needed to be at that time, and she just couldn’t give me
what I needed at that time for whatever reason. I really needed it and for her to
hear me right then, not just wanted speaking for the hell of it to prove a point. I
didn’t get what I felt I needed from her to keep supplying her with the things she
said she was seeking, missing in her life, her desires and needed in and from a
man, and I hung up the phone, rudely I might add, which I admit, was immature
and not a way to fix any problem we were having or was coming much further
down the road. Well anyway, afterwards and feeling still emotionally
passionate about the situation, I wrote to her this letter in response of our last
interaction. I wasn’t doing it in a pre-meditated way, but in a way that I knew at
that moment, I was as real with myself, as I could ever be. That is one reason I
enjoy writing like this. It is raw, emotional, emotionless, and I get to look back
on my future, in the things I have done and wish to do. I will also tell you that
after writing this and sending it to the site and my professional team, they
strongly advised me to not put this up. They said it would be suicide for my
image, show a weak side of me, or a side that is contradictory to my beliefs in
staying with something to the end. Well, to me, this was the end, or on its way
there, and seeing how I felt I could learn from this to hopefully teach it to
someone else, I did what I did. And if nothing else, if I ever got a forum like I
have now, I could reflect upon it later, like I am doing now and share it. The
majority of you have said nice things about me in the way I handled this choice
or situation, and I thank you, but in all seriousness, I deserve nothing, for I am
the messenger that is delivering this message, taught to me by many. If you
wish to thank or blame anyone, thank my teachers, mentors, support group
and handlers, seriously. I recall and remember my grandmother telling me
when I was younger, "There are many choices we have the privilege on making
in our lives, but five of them, if not more, are out of our control. We all are
created equal, but after that creation is created, what separates and divides
us, is our love for self and things we trust and believe in. But the things we can
not control are; 1) Birth, or should I say, whom we are born from. 2) Death, and
when it will happen. 3) Family. 4) Someone else and their choices and
decisions. 5) Who you fall in love with. What you can control is how you handle
it, once your or this choice has been made for you, and how you react to this
action".
By Anthony Douglas Gere
Okay, after the website posted a theory I dug up the other day, I have gotten
this overwhelming response on the letter I wrote to someone very special to
me, earlier in my life. I think along with my faithful test audience and those that
read me all over the world, this particular theory, really hit home and got a
reaction that went way beyond me and this woman. Why, I am not sure, but
with me being me, I will share with you what many have asked me to do more
often, share more of my true self, and my perfectly flawed views, that result in
my actions from words and experience I have blessed to write about. Also, this
theory is a triple-header, so you will get three things if not more, in one theory.
After finishing this, I got this email from someone sharing with me a chain
email that had these twenty-one things attached to it. I felt they were relevant
to this, so I will bring them up a little bit later because they really hit home with
me. But why this is a triple header, easy, it is a personal letter, a theory of my
thoughts and something that came from someone not knowing I was writing
what I just wrote. And to answer all of your questions in a round about way, the
woman I wrote this to is doing fine. We seen each other after my first letter,
and the results, well, you will read about later when the theory really takes on
things much larger than her and I. So out of respect to all I believe in, I thought, I
would share with you, what many of you asked me. Now understand that we
really didn’t speak any more after this letter I sent to her, and after the first
letter / email was sent, we spoke briefly on the phone. But it really wasn’t a
conversation, because minutes within the conversation with me, I abruptly
hung up in frustration because if ever needed at that time to be heard, that was
one of them. I desperately needed that moment to recharge and get back to
being me and who I needed to be at that time, and she just couldn’t give me
what I needed at that time for whatever reason. I really needed it and for her to
hear me right then, not just wanted speaking for the hell of it to prove a point. I
didn’t get what I felt I needed from her to keep supplying her with the things she
said she was seeking, missing in her life, her desires and needed in and from a
man, and I hung up the phone, rudely I might add, which I admit, was immature
and not a way to fix any problem we were having or was coming much further
down the road. Well anyway, afterwards and feeling still emotionally
passionate about the situation, I wrote to her this letter in response of our last
interaction. I wasn’t doing it in a pre-meditated way, but in a way that I knew at
that moment, I was as real with myself, as I could ever be. That is one reason I
enjoy writing like this. It is raw, emotional, emotionless, and I get to look back
on my future, in the things I have done and wish to do. I will also tell you that
after writing this and sending it to the site and my professional team, they
strongly advised me to not put this up. They said it would be suicide for my
image, show a weak side of me, or a side that is contradictory to my beliefs in
staying with something to the end. Well, to me, this was the end, or on its way
there, and seeing how I felt I could learn from this to hopefully teach it to
someone else, I did what I did. And if nothing else, if I ever got a forum like I
have now, I could reflect upon it later, like I am doing now and share it. The
majority of you have said nice things about me in the way I handled this choice
or situation, and I thank you, but in all seriousness, I deserve nothing, for I am
the messenger that is delivering this message, taught to me by many. If you
wish to thank or blame anyone, thank my teachers, mentors, support group
and handlers, seriously. I recall and remember my grandmother telling me
when I was younger, "There are many choices we have the privilege on making
in our lives, but five of them, if not more, are out of our control. We all are
created equal, but after that creation is created, what separates and divides
us, is our love for self and things we trust and believe in. But the things we can
not control are; 1) Birth, or should I say, whom we are born from. 2) Death, and
when it will happen. 3) Family. 4) Someone else and their choices and
decisions. 5) Who you fall in love with. What you can control is how you handle
it, once your or this choice has been made for you, and how you react to this
action".