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The Formula, My Formula Page 2
By ADGere
It was like I was in shock that what I had prayed for, came to me, and then had
me wondering out of the many people asking for the same thing I am or similar,
why me and not them? It’s like I was talking myself out of things I was walking
towards, and somewhat defeating my purpose for living and rewarding myself
for just surviving. So just like it is something we all strive for, when it is right in
front of us, we cautiously reach for it like it is on fire, because it seems too
good to be true until it starts walking away from our actions, and then and only
then it seems, we wish it never left. Its that safety feature we all have to
protect ourselves I think, and when we sometimes become overloaded or
overwhelmed with emotions, information and feelings, we do things naturally to
balance the scales in our own mind. So once I realized and identified the
demons and angels in my mind, I was able to somewhat understand the things
that never made any sense to me I also did and still do things to protect me
from myself, and remind me of the person I need to be, want to forget, and have
to become. So yes, each and every day and moment, I am learning more about
things I never knew were so significant.
Now understand that I just didn’t automatically learn these things to do and
shield me from my own self destructing ways like my kittens, so in knowing
that, there are many things I have placed in my life to remind me on the
important things that mean the most to me. I did and do that constantly
because, what I have learned making this far in my life is that my selections or
choices that turned out to limit my options were not always good. So I place up
things around me to remind me and to ground me when I am feeling a bit too
high, or to uplift me when I am a tad too low, to balance my scales. I recite the
rules of balance in my way of life and living, and feel karma is not some
spiritual cult word only used by hippies or aromatherapy users, but an actual
tipping of the scales we measure life by. So yeah, I know that may sound crazy
to you, but I bet there are some things you can tell me that I might look at you
sideways, in trying to understand what you have always understood, so don’t
trip and open up your mind. I feel in some psychotropic state of the mind trip,
there is a chance that I am not the one making the selections to do certain
things, but a force much more powerful, smarter and wiser than I. Now though
I feel this force makes selections or paths for us to travel down, I don’t think
this force makes the choices for you and me. This power simply in a complex
way, offers many paths we can follow to end up in the place they know we will
find. This Higher Power places things in front of us to see if we need to learn
them again or teach them to another while we bypass that lesson, to keep the
chain of events rotating and passed on to and from person to person. This may
or may not make sense to you, but take in account that I am not just a dreamer
in my way of thinking, but a doer that prides himself on testing my limitless
limits in thought, and actually dream about exploring the unknown
unconditionally in reality. So even though my faith in God, a higher power and
multiple dimensions that are based on time, angles and particles small and
larger than we can fathom, I am one that deeply believes that anything is
possible, and nothing impossible, if you are wiling to pay and accept the price
of it. Okay, I know you can already tell, and yes, you are right, I am about to go
there. Where you may wonder, well, here, where we are at right now so let’s
keep climbing and watch your step and think about what you are reading, even
though it might be hard. Now if you have just joined and purchase a lifetime
pass or ticket on the midnight mental matahorn like the rest of us that have
been riding this written ride for sometime now, let me once again welcome you
to a dream within a reality.
By ADGere
It was like I was in shock that what I had prayed for, came to me, and then had
me wondering out of the many people asking for the same thing I am or similar,
why me and not them? It’s like I was talking myself out of things I was walking
towards, and somewhat defeating my purpose for living and rewarding myself
for just surviving. So just like it is something we all strive for, when it is right in
front of us, we cautiously reach for it like it is on fire, because it seems too
good to be true until it starts walking away from our actions, and then and only
then it seems, we wish it never left. Its that safety feature we all have to
protect ourselves I think, and when we sometimes become overloaded or
overwhelmed with emotions, information and feelings, we do things naturally to
balance the scales in our own mind. So once I realized and identified the
demons and angels in my mind, I was able to somewhat understand the things
that never made any sense to me I also did and still do things to protect me
from myself, and remind me of the person I need to be, want to forget, and have
to become. So yes, each and every day and moment, I am learning more about
things I never knew were so significant.
Now understand that I just didn’t automatically learn these things to do and
shield me from my own self destructing ways like my kittens, so in knowing
that, there are many things I have placed in my life to remind me on the
important things that mean the most to me. I did and do that constantly
because, what I have learned making this far in my life is that my selections or
choices that turned out to limit my options were not always good. So I place up
things around me to remind me and to ground me when I am feeling a bit too
high, or to uplift me when I am a tad too low, to balance my scales. I recite the
rules of balance in my way of life and living, and feel karma is not some
spiritual cult word only used by hippies or aromatherapy users, but an actual
tipping of the scales we measure life by. So yeah, I know that may sound crazy
to you, but I bet there are some things you can tell me that I might look at you
sideways, in trying to understand what you have always understood, so don’t
trip and open up your mind. I feel in some psychotropic state of the mind trip,
there is a chance that I am not the one making the selections to do certain
things, but a force much more powerful, smarter and wiser than I. Now though
I feel this force makes selections or paths for us to travel down, I don’t think
this force makes the choices for you and me. This power simply in a complex
way, offers many paths we can follow to end up in the place they know we will
find. This Higher Power places things in front of us to see if we need to learn
them again or teach them to another while we bypass that lesson, to keep the
chain of events rotating and passed on to and from person to person. This may
or may not make sense to you, but take in account that I am not just a dreamer
in my way of thinking, but a doer that prides himself on testing my limitless
limits in thought, and actually dream about exploring the unknown
unconditionally in reality. So even though my faith in God, a higher power and
multiple dimensions that are based on time, angles and particles small and
larger than we can fathom, I am one that deeply believes that anything is
possible, and nothing impossible, if you are wiling to pay and accept the price
of it. Okay, I know you can already tell, and yes, you are right, I am about to go
there. Where you may wonder, well, here, where we are at right now so let’s
keep climbing and watch your step and think about what you are reading, even
though it might be hard. Now if you have just joined and purchase a lifetime
pass or ticket on the midnight mental matahorn like the rest of us that have
been riding this written ride for sometime now, let me once again welcome you
to a dream within a reality.