The Heir That I Breathe (full exclusive)
By Anthony Douglas Gere
What can I say to you that I would wish for someone to say to me when I was
you? Man oh man, if I could only put into words on this beautiful day in October,
the feeling and joy you have brought to me thus far with your short stint on this
earth, I would have a dictionary named after me. I am speechless, pretty much
overwhelmed right now, and all I can do is cry, smile and prepare to do much
more of more of the same, for I have entered into a realm I can not fully
understand, but deeply and passionately welcome. I am joined by you and a
part of something that means everything to me, and my minor contribution is
only the beginning to the feeling I am feeling now and tomorrow. From this point
forward, I am your teacher, your protector and more. I am your friend, role
model and guardian. From this point forward, everything you desire, I will make
come true in teaching you how to obtain it, not just how to ask for or take it. I
promise that you will never want for anything, as I will do all within my power, to
show you the things you need to be better than me, your teacher. Many that
will read this, will not and can not understand how you have made me write this
today. I say that my little big man because to them, October 6th, is just another
day. They will and can never understand our moment, though they will relate to
it in ways they can only understand. Man, I am in love with life right now, as I
am now doing more things to prolong my life on earth with you. It is you CJ, it is
you that I have been spared by God to live until this day. It is you my angel, that
is defeating the devil inside of me, that I have fought for so many years. So now
as I look at your mother, a part of me, I am marveled at how I now, will treat and
look at every other gender that does what just happened to me via them. I have
done a thousand different things, squandered millions upon millions on men,
women and people that haven't even come close to making me feel the way
you do, and laughed and cried about it for reasons I will teach you not to learn.
But please know this my heir, nothing even comes close to the way I am now
feeling about you, and I thank you for allowing me the pleasure to feel this way.
And for this unconditional gift you have given me, just know, what you have now
just inherited, is only half of the payment I will keep paying you in ways beyond
materialistic things many know you have at your disposal. Many that know me,
I mean really know me and how I am, have told me about this feeling, but I have
never witnessed it in thought to this magnitude, yet even imagine the feeling
would change my life in the manner it has. I was not in the normal process in
welcoming a new addition in the past, for the child before you, was nurtured by
me in other ways that I will never be able to repay. But I learned from that, and
now I am here completely, for the right reasons, under the correct
circumstances. I am beyond involved, responsible and needed, I have just
evolved into the man your mother counts on me being, that is why she gave me
this responsibility in telling you how much you mean to me. You may shed a
tear in your life, but trust me, you will never cry from sorrow or un-due pain
from not knowing why. So it does not matter what you do from this point on,
how you do it and or when you do it. What matters is that you do what you
desire when you feel you are worthy. I will provide the fishing pole, not the fish. I
will buy you the vehicle, but not the gas to power your vessel down whatever
road you select to travel. I will love you, even when you hate me and yourself. I
am here for you, when you will not be there for yourself. So I am here for you,
not me, and I welcome you as a part of me to the world. I proudly can say that
you are The Heir That I Breath, so exhale while we all take you in. Welcome
Chaz De Andre Mc Whorter, welcome. You name is synonymous with humble
greatness, and from now on, you will be taught by many, what was taught to us,
by those you are named after to carry on the legacy I built with blood, sweat
and tears. Welcome my son! Welcome into your world. Now, let us do things
how we do it and not leave a mark, but blaze a trail for others to travel down,
unconditionally. I love you and always know, you are what you are, and not what
anyone says you are. Enjoy The Moment, because you just made mine, beyond
enjoyable. You are without a doubt, "The Heir That I Breathe" –
By Anthony Douglas Gere
What can I say to you that I would wish for someone to say to me when I was
you? Man oh man, if I could only put into words on this beautiful day in October,
the feeling and joy you have brought to me thus far with your short stint on this
earth, I would have a dictionary named after me. I am speechless, pretty much
overwhelmed right now, and all I can do is cry, smile and prepare to do much
more of more of the same, for I have entered into a realm I can not fully
understand, but deeply and passionately welcome. I am joined by you and a
part of something that means everything to me, and my minor contribution is
only the beginning to the feeling I am feeling now and tomorrow. From this point
forward, I am your teacher, your protector and more. I am your friend, role
model and guardian. From this point forward, everything you desire, I will make
come true in teaching you how to obtain it, not just how to ask for or take it. I
promise that you will never want for anything, as I will do all within my power, to
show you the things you need to be better than me, your teacher. Many that
will read this, will not and can not understand how you have made me write this
today. I say that my little big man because to them, October 6th, is just another
day. They will and can never understand our moment, though they will relate to
it in ways they can only understand. Man, I am in love with life right now, as I
am now doing more things to prolong my life on earth with you. It is you CJ, it is
you that I have been spared by God to live until this day. It is you my angel, that
is defeating the devil inside of me, that I have fought for so many years. So now
as I look at your mother, a part of me, I am marveled at how I now, will treat and
look at every other gender that does what just happened to me via them. I have
done a thousand different things, squandered millions upon millions on men,
women and people that haven't even come close to making me feel the way
you do, and laughed and cried about it for reasons I will teach you not to learn.
But please know this my heir, nothing even comes close to the way I am now
feeling about you, and I thank you for allowing me the pleasure to feel this way.
And for this unconditional gift you have given me, just know, what you have now
just inherited, is only half of the payment I will keep paying you in ways beyond
materialistic things many know you have at your disposal. Many that know me,
I mean really know me and how I am, have told me about this feeling, but I have
never witnessed it in thought to this magnitude, yet even imagine the feeling
would change my life in the manner it has. I was not in the normal process in
welcoming a new addition in the past, for the child before you, was nurtured by
me in other ways that I will never be able to repay. But I learned from that, and
now I am here completely, for the right reasons, under the correct
circumstances. I am beyond involved, responsible and needed, I have just
evolved into the man your mother counts on me being, that is why she gave me
this responsibility in telling you how much you mean to me. You may shed a
tear in your life, but trust me, you will never cry from sorrow or un-due pain
from not knowing why. So it does not matter what you do from this point on,
how you do it and or when you do it. What matters is that you do what you
desire when you feel you are worthy. I will provide the fishing pole, not the fish. I
will buy you the vehicle, but not the gas to power your vessel down whatever
road you select to travel. I will love you, even when you hate me and yourself. I
am here for you, when you will not be there for yourself. So I am here for you,
not me, and I welcome you as a part of me to the world. I proudly can say that
you are The Heir That I Breath, so exhale while we all take you in. Welcome
Chaz De Andre Mc Whorter, welcome. You name is synonymous with humble
greatness, and from now on, you will be taught by many, what was taught to us,
by those you are named after to carry on the legacy I built with blood, sweat
and tears. Welcome my son! Welcome into your world. Now, let us do things
how we do it and not leave a mark, but blaze a trail for others to travel down,
unconditionally. I love you and always know, you are what you are, and not what
anyone says you are. Enjoy The Moment, because you just made mine, beyond
enjoyable. You are without a doubt, "The Heir That I Breathe" –
