Darkness by Candle Light; Part One
By ADGere
Before separating for reasons that I am sure will be displayed in another theory
sooner or later, someone far from me now but was once close said something
significant to me in a meaningless chat. They said or told me, “that when they are
not in contact with me for whatever reasons, they track my mood, status, mindset and
behavioral patterns through my writings”. I think that’s a cool way to stay connected
from a distance with someone if that’s what you are into, because it’s true that in
many of my essays, I display my inner self in my theories without knowing it. In many
ways I feel all of us also display these characteristics in some form or fashion if we
know it or not and basically tell on ourselves without saying a word. It can be in a
laugh, a smile, how we talk, walk or something not consciously thought out or
planned, and basically tells a story all to its self if you can read in between the lines.
So I agree with that assessment because if I am happy, sad, in deep thought about
anything from apples to xylophones, I do write up a storm and jot down my emotions
and feeling in a universal way via my words. Many do say that I wear my heart and
emotions on my sleeve, and those same people that have never seen me naked or
in a t-shirt should realize and be quick to tell you while understanding this
themselves, that I rarely roll my sleeves up for just anyone, unless its time to get
down and dirty. But yeah, I agree with that in some ways, but feel the most genuine
part of me can be discovered in my words that I faithfully put together in a
unconditional way. Now I also write in abundance from comments I get, questions I
can’t answer and solutions to situations that can be defined as logical non-sense.
Many times in trying to make my point, I come up with short or even long winded
theories of thought in some of my writings that have this delayed reaction once an
action takes place sometime down the road. I mean I know I don’t know everything,
but the things I do know, makes wanting to explore within those unknown journeys
spectacular to me, to say the least. Call it curiosity, call it adventure, but my quest for
knowledge is never ending sometimes, because I wish to seek what life has to offer,
not look for what just comes my way and settle or dwell inside of it. Right now I am
kind of mellow, feeling myself a bit too much in a non-physical way from my
productive day, and searching for the unknown in a place I can’t imagine. I’m also
listening to the Moodsetter Music Mix called, “Passionality” and the first track is the
one and only entertainer, Maxwell. This falsetto neo-soul singing lyricist is spilling
out his soul in one of those early evening highway groove songs you bob your head
up and down to, while also lip syncing the right and wrong words you skip and fit in
off key with your top down driving with no place in particular to go, be or arrive at. This
underground b-side non-radio released head-banging melody is called, “Never
wanting to want you more”, and it is truly hitting on all cylinders as I am warming up
to blow your fucking mind with this theory. If it ends up like that or not, is for you, not
for me to judge. I say that because I will try to lay it out in this one and my intentions
are genuine, and how you enjoy this, is how I hope you know I feel in writing it. What
he is saying in my opinion in the song is that he wants to need someone without
them needing to know he wants and needs them. He wants the relationship to be
second nature to him and part of his mental, emotional, spiritual and biological DNA
that can be passed on through a visual effort and some sort of passionate ESP to
his partner. A feeling so intense, that it breeds and multiplies from within and
overflows in a natural fashion, as his overall makeup on what he is all about and
represents as it boils inside of him wanting to get out. Where lust and love blends,
separates, combines and flows this lava like substances in the form of passion in its
deepest level of infinite moments that are frozen in millenniums on a daily basis. I
guess if you are a man, you are constantly erect and motivated to move every known
mountain unknown to mankind. You are driven to do so because as on many and
every level, you are allowed to yodel within the proverbial valley of a one less ribbed
being, once you acknowledge its existence, and that stimulates you. Now on the
other end of the gender spectrum and you’re a woman, you’re permanently wet, no
not just wet, strike that last statement, you’re soaked, soaked beyond imagination.
Okay, I know that was kind of graphic, but let me take it even further than that
because though it may seem a bit graphic, it’s not detailed enough. I don’t mean
soaked, I’m talking about being drenched! Yeah drench, that’s the word I was looking
for, drenched.
By ADGere
Before separating for reasons that I am sure will be displayed in another theory
sooner or later, someone far from me now but was once close said something
significant to me in a meaningless chat. They said or told me, “that when they are
not in contact with me for whatever reasons, they track my mood, status, mindset and
behavioral patterns through my writings”. I think that’s a cool way to stay connected
from a distance with someone if that’s what you are into, because it’s true that in
many of my essays, I display my inner self in my theories without knowing it. In many
ways I feel all of us also display these characteristics in some form or fashion if we
know it or not and basically tell on ourselves without saying a word. It can be in a
laugh, a smile, how we talk, walk or something not consciously thought out or
planned, and basically tells a story all to its self if you can read in between the lines.
So I agree with that assessment because if I am happy, sad, in deep thought about
anything from apples to xylophones, I do write up a storm and jot down my emotions
and feeling in a universal way via my words. Many do say that I wear my heart and
emotions on my sleeve, and those same people that have never seen me naked or
in a t-shirt should realize and be quick to tell you while understanding this
themselves, that I rarely roll my sleeves up for just anyone, unless its time to get
down and dirty. But yeah, I agree with that in some ways, but feel the most genuine
part of me can be discovered in my words that I faithfully put together in a
unconditional way. Now I also write in abundance from comments I get, questions I
can’t answer and solutions to situations that can be defined as logical non-sense.
Many times in trying to make my point, I come up with short or even long winded
theories of thought in some of my writings that have this delayed reaction once an
action takes place sometime down the road. I mean I know I don’t know everything,
but the things I do know, makes wanting to explore within those unknown journeys
spectacular to me, to say the least. Call it curiosity, call it adventure, but my quest for
knowledge is never ending sometimes, because I wish to seek what life has to offer,
not look for what just comes my way and settle or dwell inside of it. Right now I am
kind of mellow, feeling myself a bit too much in a non-physical way from my
productive day, and searching for the unknown in a place I can’t imagine. I’m also
listening to the Moodsetter Music Mix called, “Passionality” and the first track is the
one and only entertainer, Maxwell. This falsetto neo-soul singing lyricist is spilling
out his soul in one of those early evening highway groove songs you bob your head
up and down to, while also lip syncing the right and wrong words you skip and fit in
off key with your top down driving with no place in particular to go, be or arrive at. This
underground b-side non-radio released head-banging melody is called, “Never
wanting to want you more”, and it is truly hitting on all cylinders as I am warming up
to blow your fucking mind with this theory. If it ends up like that or not, is for you, not
for me to judge. I say that because I will try to lay it out in this one and my intentions
are genuine, and how you enjoy this, is how I hope you know I feel in writing it. What
he is saying in my opinion in the song is that he wants to need someone without
them needing to know he wants and needs them. He wants the relationship to be
second nature to him and part of his mental, emotional, spiritual and biological DNA
that can be passed on through a visual effort and some sort of passionate ESP to
his partner. A feeling so intense, that it breeds and multiplies from within and
overflows in a natural fashion, as his overall makeup on what he is all about and
represents as it boils inside of him wanting to get out. Where lust and love blends,
separates, combines and flows this lava like substances in the form of passion in its
deepest level of infinite moments that are frozen in millenniums on a daily basis. I
guess if you are a man, you are constantly erect and motivated to move every known
mountain unknown to mankind. You are driven to do so because as on many and
every level, you are allowed to yodel within the proverbial valley of a one less ribbed
being, once you acknowledge its existence, and that stimulates you. Now on the
other end of the gender spectrum and you’re a woman, you’re permanently wet, no
not just wet, strike that last statement, you’re soaked, soaked beyond imagination.
Okay, I know that was kind of graphic, but let me take it even further than that
because though it may seem a bit graphic, it’s not detailed enough. I don’t mean
soaked, I’m talking about being drenched! Yeah drench, that’s the word I was looking
for, drenched.
Things Lost N’ Found; “tata”
By Anthony Douglas Gere
As this holiday season rapidly approaches within each and every passing
moment, I feel blessed again to share with you some thoughts that have been
circling inside of my head and now, some how found their way onto the screen.
It’s the year two thousand and seven for a few more weeks, and I don’t know
about you, but to me, it seems like it was just yesterday, I was in Times Square
celebrating the new millennium with what seemed like millions of people waiting
for much more than the ball to drop. I don’t know what we all were waiting for to
happen on that magical night, but besides welcoming in the year two thousand; it
seemed as though we were all inviting some sort of change or different
dimension in the universe when the ball slide down to earth from the skies. But
now in this state of society, a lot has changed since our focus has now changed
like always, and to even fully remember all of the things that seemed important
seven years ago, seems like a blur or bad episode of VH1’s show, “Where are
they now”. Just think back a few years ago, even last year for that matter, and all
that seemed important then when you were going through it, seems very
cosmetic right now, even though the affects are still being blindly felt and seen.
Where now in the midst of celebrating the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ, our
creator and savior that died on the Cross for you and I, we are hearing about toys
being recalled, O.J. Simpson back where he belongs, a more racial hatred within
the visual site of the world, a controversy of the Governor of Georgia praying for
rain and The Tops Meat Company going out of business because someone didn’t
wash the machines properly. It has gotten so crazy that it is big news to find out
who is going to sell more albums, 50 cents or Kanye West, or Celine Dion is back
with a new album right in time for the Xmas rush. I mean yes, it was and is a
tragedy Kanye’s mother died, but what is more of a travesty is that the doctor that
is accused of killing her, has been able to practice this long with such a bad
history of procedures before this fatal mistake. I mean yeah it is a shame his
mother had to pass a way, but I am sure someone that also lost their mother the
same day that doesn’t listen to Kanye, could give a rat’s ass. Is it because he is
famous that we mourn, or is it that we are told to by the forces that are that we
should mourn? We all are still trying to be cool and keepin’ up wit the Jones by
the price and popularity of the versatile IPhone, while the green house affect with
global warming on the climate of the world is still falling on deaf ears. Even here
in California where we all do not take full advantage of the beautiful scenery we
have at our disposal, we now have become concerned when an oil tanker the size
of a small city from the other side of the world, hits The Golden Gate Bridge and
spills oil everywhere. The fish we weren’t interested in besides eating, is now
scarce and now overly priced in the stores and supermarkets, and people that
don’t even like fish, is all of sudden having a taste for crab or whatever. Even I
was affected by the fires in Southern California , but nowhere near those that lost
everything that couldn’t get help during Hurricane Katrina. It’s a trip when you
think about this, because the people in New Orleans still haven’t recovered, and I
am more than sure the number one money making reason The San Francisco Bay
Area will be back and not miss a beat soon, has nothing to do with a lack of funds
or concerns? So now you must think about why is this, and how has it happened,
not is going to happen again, and more important, is happening time and time
again? Is it the leadership in congress, or is the lack of followers outside of The
White House? Do you realize the ducks and birds are getting more attention than
some people down in Nawlins? So lets not fool ourselves people with what is
going on in the world, and lets not talk about The Dallas Cowboys winning right
now, The Sopranos going off of the air and Elizabeth Hasselback from The View
having a another child, I am going insane (smile). But seriously, I am still in a state
of denial about the war in the Middle East , and deeply feel for the families and
soldiers killing and losing their lives to protect my freedom. So I deeply say to the
thousands of soldiers that write in to me, thank you, and that just doesn’t seem
like enough for what you are doing, but for now, thank you and keep on doin’ what
you do for something larger than the both of us. But as I say that, know that I am a
realist and also have a complete understanding on the calculating premise of
population control, power and money and more things along those lines, and hope
you do too as a soldier and human being.
By Anthony Douglas Gere
As this holiday season rapidly approaches within each and every passing
moment, I feel blessed again to share with you some thoughts that have been
circling inside of my head and now, some how found their way onto the screen.
It’s the year two thousand and seven for a few more weeks, and I don’t know
about you, but to me, it seems like it was just yesterday, I was in Times Square
celebrating the new millennium with what seemed like millions of people waiting
for much more than the ball to drop. I don’t know what we all were waiting for to
happen on that magical night, but besides welcoming in the year two thousand; it
seemed as though we were all inviting some sort of change or different
dimension in the universe when the ball slide down to earth from the skies. But
now in this state of society, a lot has changed since our focus has now changed
like always, and to even fully remember all of the things that seemed important
seven years ago, seems like a blur or bad episode of VH1’s show, “Where are
they now”. Just think back a few years ago, even last year for that matter, and all
that seemed important then when you were going through it, seems very
cosmetic right now, even though the affects are still being blindly felt and seen.
Where now in the midst of celebrating the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ, our
creator and savior that died on the Cross for you and I, we are hearing about toys
being recalled, O.J. Simpson back where he belongs, a more racial hatred within
the visual site of the world, a controversy of the Governor of Georgia praying for
rain and The Tops Meat Company going out of business because someone didn’t
wash the machines properly. It has gotten so crazy that it is big news to find out
who is going to sell more albums, 50 cents or Kanye West, or Celine Dion is back
with a new album right in time for the Xmas rush. I mean yes, it was and is a
tragedy Kanye’s mother died, but what is more of a travesty is that the doctor that
is accused of killing her, has been able to practice this long with such a bad
history of procedures before this fatal mistake. I mean yeah it is a shame his
mother had to pass a way, but I am sure someone that also lost their mother the
same day that doesn’t listen to Kanye, could give a rat’s ass. Is it because he is
famous that we mourn, or is it that we are told to by the forces that are that we
should mourn? We all are still trying to be cool and keepin’ up wit the Jones by
the price and popularity of the versatile IPhone, while the green house affect with
global warming on the climate of the world is still falling on deaf ears. Even here
in California where we all do not take full advantage of the beautiful scenery we
have at our disposal, we now have become concerned when an oil tanker the size
of a small city from the other side of the world, hits The Golden Gate Bridge and
spills oil everywhere. The fish we weren’t interested in besides eating, is now
scarce and now overly priced in the stores and supermarkets, and people that
don’t even like fish, is all of sudden having a taste for crab or whatever. Even I
was affected by the fires in Southern California , but nowhere near those that lost
everything that couldn’t get help during Hurricane Katrina. It’s a trip when you
think about this, because the people in New Orleans still haven’t recovered, and I
am more than sure the number one money making reason The San Francisco Bay
Area will be back and not miss a beat soon, has nothing to do with a lack of funds
or concerns? So now you must think about why is this, and how has it happened,
not is going to happen again, and more important, is happening time and time
again? Is it the leadership in congress, or is the lack of followers outside of The
White House? Do you realize the ducks and birds are getting more attention than
some people down in Nawlins? So lets not fool ourselves people with what is
going on in the world, and lets not talk about The Dallas Cowboys winning right
now, The Sopranos going off of the air and Elizabeth Hasselback from The View
having a another child, I am going insane (smile). But seriously, I am still in a state
of denial about the war in the Middle East , and deeply feel for the families and
soldiers killing and losing their lives to protect my freedom. So I deeply say to the
thousands of soldiers that write in to me, thank you, and that just doesn’t seem
like enough for what you are doing, but for now, thank you and keep on doin’ what
you do for something larger than the both of us. But as I say that, know that I am a
realist and also have a complete understanding on the calculating premise of
population control, power and money and more things along those lines, and hope
you do too as a soldier and human being.
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