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Think Of Me Page 2
By Anthony Douglas Gere
The truth only hurts when lies are the foundation of joy, so honesty, however brutal,
will surface all that is good and cipher out all that is not, if our main purpose and goal
is to succeed. I have given you the greatest gift that has been uniquely made for this
earth, me, and you have the power to nurture and develop me, or destroy and mute
my voice on life. I have belief in you beyond your own understanding, and trust that
your heart is filled with my blood that flows freely with no conditions. I am making the
ultimate decision, not sacrifice, but decision to be with you. I am not giving up
anything and gaining more than I know, for it is unseen and not yet proven, but felt in
a way like never before. My reputation as a man means everything to me, and many
times, people place expectations on me beyond the ones they place upon
themselves. I will always do my best, but there will be times I need for you to be
better than yourself for me. There will be times I need for you to fuel me, not for you
to shine, but for me to glow in your efforts. You will be my voice when I speak, the ink
in my pen and definition of each word that comes out of my mouth. We need to be
one, and just because the world will see the two of us when we walk down the street
and ultimately say our vows to the Lord above in love, they need to feel and hear one
sound because we will be in rhythm marching proudly together. It won't matter who
leads and who follows because we are step by step keeping each other in line for
something better and greater than ourselves, our relationship. It helps no one if one
is up or the other down. My pain is your signal to lift up the joy we have stored in our
joint bank account to balance our emotions. If you are hungry and cold and me
arm and fed, then we are off balance and both starving. If that ever happens, we
can not grow and will stay idle, which will limit our development and trust in each
others welfare as participants in this so called relationship. Each day is another
chance to increase our security in each other, as it is another chance to lose what
we are working for, the ultimate love that was our first goal in the first place. So as
you think of these words, listen to the music in your head and find a rhythm for us
to dance to, and think of me.
Now the development and feeling you have in your heart right now is pure love.
The tears you are holding back in your eyes and confessions you are telling
yourself in your mind, are not mine yet but yours, because you haven't told me the
things I need to hear. If you had, I wouldn’t be writing this letter to you, and don't
get me wrong, I know I need to be reading your letters more closely, even if they
are not on paper yet and displayed in your words and actions. But it goes far
beyond the words and actions, these things must be heart felt and truly believed
beyond speculation. Now nothing is wrong with us, but all is not completely right
if you know what I mean. If you have a problem communicating, solve it,
because our relationship is at stake and what ever you give it, you will receive.
The best way not to fail is to understand and acknowledge what it takes to
succeed. One reason I was this all American basketball player is because I
constantly practiced on my strengths, not my weaknesses. I did this in the rain,
when I was sick, tired and when many things were interfering with what could have
been my development and difference in being a good player or outstanding student
of the game. The more you do something, the better you get, that is a fact, and
routine takes a backseat to nothing in a two-seater car if done correctly. Think of our
relationship as our soon to be first-born child. They first must be conceived,
nurtured, born and given air to breath.