Written By: Anthony Douglas Gere
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A Thought of My Reality
By Anthony Douglas Gere
Do you mine if I share with you some thoughts I have? Would you mine if I told you the
things I feel in my eyes when I see and think of you reflecting the emotions that can not
be hidden? Though I’m not near you right now to hear your response, I’m there in
spirit, and that spirit is telling me yes. Yes to my request, yes to your response and no, I’
m not making this up, because you are what I’m made of and have been looking for my
entire life, and I’m proud to say these things to you today. Have you ever had such
vivid dreams that you didn’t know or don’t know when or where it ends and reality
begins? While falling asleep thinking about you last night and what seems to be every
night since we first met, I woke up feeling that you were thinking about me. Now in
between all of this, we shared some incredible moments in my mind that I hope has
crossed yours as well in a thought of my reality.
Now before I get ahead of myself, I should slow this down and put you in the proper
perspective on the illustration I want to paint for you today, because this is also for
tomorrow and the many days after that. This was not a elegant or isolated time, or a
once in a lifetime moment we were sharing, this was our daily routine in showing each
other how we feel and felt about being with other. I guess the word I would use is
routine, but seeing how I have never had such a daily ritual like this, would say it is
special or how special you are to me in my dreams and thoughts of my reality.
But that’s what I believe makes us different, I don’t think I could and can feel like
this again, because it almost seems unbelievable or like a dream that I’ve tried to make
happen by force, instead of letting nature or fate take it’s natural course. So I guess the
name of this theory of thought, fits the realm of tangible evidence I feel when I’m with
you in mind, body soul and or spirit, even though it just might be a thought of my reality.
The scene was nothing spectacular, beside you just being in my presence, and we
were all alone, just finish putting the children to bed after reading them a bed time
story, and lit the fire place ready to relax. In unison, we both exhale, letting out all of the
pressures of the day, and ready to tackle the next phase of our moment and or evening
that blends simultaneously with our lives. We speak to each other, not talk at each
other, slowly lowering our voice to fit the mood we are both trying to set. We glance,
and then stare into each others eyes and embrace our souls like so many time
before, this is home, not a house, and has many rooms that need to be intimately
decorated by us together. I stand, you stay sitting, though your back has taken on a
new position of vulnerability awaiting for me to join you. The music is soft, the lights
even softer and we feel nocturnal finding each others silhouette in the shadows of
the night. You reach out, requesting that I join you, I respond without saying a word
and caress you as you need and have been waiting for all day long. You look at me,
I thank you for looking, you say to me the words you can only speak to me which are
sacred and meant for only me, and while I hold you and vow to never leave or let you
go under any circumstance, you say to me, “ I’m yours and a slave to your life forever”.
Now the thoughts that are passing through our minds are pure, nothing short of
genuine, we hold back nothing thinking about how we first met and the many other
choices we had to be some where else, then we think about what we have
accomplished and what faces us in the future, though that is unknown but okay
because we will travel that path together. Our security is not money, it’s each other and
the dedication that we will stand side by side and confront situations as one, attacking
any and everything from all angles, because to let the other fall, is to fall along side with
them.