Freaky Is The One Huh? Page 1
By Anthony Douglas Gere
Out of all the things we could choose to explain why most of us go out and party every
Friday and Saturday night, freaky is the one huh. Well I can respect that, because we all
need a break sometime, but respect this while you glide and ride the flow of these words
meant to bring out the true freak in you. Understand why we do it, and why I write about it
today. Also understand that this does not apply to all that go out an party, but to the many
that look for what they already see but can not envision themselves being. This is my
opinionated version, not fact. This is written on paper, not in stone. This is not personal,
but for the public to view, so view it and see it for what it is, not what you think I mean. Now
a freak or being freaky in my opinion, can be defined in many ways, so maybe what I’m
writing about and you picturing, might not be the same thing.
But know and truly understand this if you can, I’m a romantic, someone looking love in the
worse way. I’ve already made my mark athletically, financially, career wise, I’ve given
generously to charities, sewn my wild oats, helped my family & friends, bought the cars &
jewelry & homes, traveled and who know what else and learned this lesson the hard way.
This is just my theory of thought, and if I had it my way, would have title it, “A Romantic
Imaginative Joy Ride To The Unknown”. But who in the hell would read something
called that instead of, “Freaky Is The One Huh?”, (never judge a book unless you wrote it).
And remember, this doesn’t apply to most, just many.
Any way, for some reason, the word freaky puts me in a shallow involvement when I think
of the word and my way of wording it in my world. I think of something individualistic and
not involving the other party in what ever capacity given. What it seems to do is not
bring together anything, but involves the unknown within it’s likeness. Now sometimes
unwilling thoughts of the other party and the other side of you that you selfishly give can
be good if your out for self, and that is not for anyone to judge but you. So if you enjoy
being freaky, understand the moment & time of weakness in taking that step. So being
freaky in my mind, can be done alone and in a unified way physically, but not done
dangerously in the eyes of the many that operate with the vision of viewing life
with their lids closed in a negative type of way, wanting more than just temporary
satisfaction. In short, don’t take advantage of someone giving you what you want for the
moment, when they want the same all of the time. So if it’s done that way, then let it be
done and leave it as it is, but if not,?.
You see I would like to believe that many of us would enjoy the comfort of being
accepted, rather than not having the prior in their life. But who in the hell am I to tell
any one anything? I just call it like I see it and who knows, my vision might be a little off
any way, I’m human. Can you blame me for that?. The break down is as such, so read
slowly and choose your direction carefully, unconditionally and oh yeah, thanks for
reading,”Freaky Is The One Huh?.
Scenario #1) You and your friends, your crew, your click, your homie's or whatever are
communicating from sun rise, talking about where all of you are going to go tonight
after you get off work. You need a manicure, your hair styled and crafted, and you must
still go to the boutique or cleaners to get the outfit that fits your now planned evening.
You also must make time to cash your check and pay last months bills and the true
friends you have, the money you borrowed from them last week. You still must eat,
get batteries for your pager and answer the calls you got today and the day before,
while doing your best to remember to cover the lies you told to set you in their good
graces for the future.
Now you have to go to work and clear your desk, so Monday or the next day won’t be
the day from hell when you recover from going to your so called heaven tonight. So
assuming that you made it through the day and it’s about 7:30 that evening, you’re
checking out your favorite show or new videos on television, or listening to your new CD
with the song you will hear tonight much louder but not clearer, you start to get
ready. Practice your dance steps and the script you plan to say at the screening of the
biggest part you are now auditioning for tonight, the party going on. You pop something
in the microwave and abruptly assess your worth and stand by every justification you
have justified in your current place in life. You think of your last encounter, but who’s
tripping, people just don’t understand you and the frame of mind you were in. Your family
calls and invites you over for some fun, but you tell them that you’re going to clear your
head and have fun with people who are in the same place as you tonight, just going out
to have fun and dance.